Fibromyalgia & building a house

While I know we all go through trials & tribulations, and I know most ppl would love to be in my shoes, I just have to say.....I may look pretty darn good on the outside & have great words of wisdom, but inside of me is ugly and I cry every night in pain. I finally got a Dr. To do some injections on my sciatica, a chiropractor, a massage therapist, a physical therapist & now a psychologist. But truly I want to SCREAM! And start drinking, smoking, cussing, and pull my hair out! Buying a house may seem like a dream for most, but I don't recommend it if u r sick. I'm not looking for pity, I just needed to get tis off my chest.