Fibromyalgia & building a house

While I know we all go through trials & tribulations, and I know most ppl would love to be in my shoes, I just have to say.....I may look pretty darn good on the outside & have great words of wisdom, but inside of me is ugly and I cry every night in pain. I finally got a Dr. To do some injections on my sciatica, a chiropractor, a massage therapist, a physical therapist & now a psychologist. But truly I want to SCREAM! And start drinking, smoking, cussing, and pull my hair out! Buying a house may seem like a dream for most, but I don't recommend it if u r sick. I'm not looking for pity, I just needed to get tis off my chest.

Stress can cause it to be worse

I'm in bed today! Yesterday was very very stressful. Most people wouldn't stress out over picking out paint colors for there new home, but when you have a spouse that can't visualize your plan it can make a person want to give up on trying. I want to use these colors in our master bedroom. All he can see is the pattern.